melancholic dysphoria

Entries from March 2007

*whoa! i’m so high*

March 14, 2007 · Leave a Comment

uh– okay…my title is kind of overstatement. but it’s really true though. i’m ecstatic. i laughed a lot during my shift in the hospital. i dunno why but a smile was plastered in my face and i kept on giggling like stupid…tsk…tsk…

the babies are so cute. they can really lift you up in your depression.

=)

Categories: Gabs

*so…i am*

March 12, 2007 · Leave a Comment

yesterday, there was a commotion in the nursery department of our hospital. of course i was so there because i am assigned there. i was scolded by the doctor for handing out to him paper towels. he looked at me strangely. i was told to do that thing anyway and that “mighty” doctor scolded me. damn those paper towels! not only that, there was really a commotion because the oxygen leaked. it was so noisy and the other baby kept on crying. by our term, we call this kind of doctor as “TOXIC”. yeah…i don’t like him.

i am young and inexperince in terms of hospital cases. it’s different when you’re a student amd you’re already a professional. i realized how inexperienced i am. i felt so stupid because i don’t even know what to do. one cram of a panicky doctor and i’m losing all my confidence…

Categories: Sense

*uh-uh*

March 12, 2007 · Leave a Comment

review classes started today but i went home early because i still have to go on hospital duty. i felt bad to cut classes because i paid for the review and it’s expensive.

“hajiman…ottoke?”

i just can’t go absent in the hospital. anyway, it’s still first day of review. i have plenty of time to make up for it.

Categories: Gabs

*new line*

March 10, 2007 · Leave a Comment

i have a new line today. well, not exactly new but i coined the words together and this came up:

“Human beings are complex creatures. i am already complicated so i don’t need anymore complications.”

Categories: E-mo

*for the first time…*

March 9, 2007 · Leave a Comment

for the first time, i witnessed a poor baby being intubated. she’s so young yet already traumatized. i can see a lot of tubes and other gadgets around her. hope she’ll survive…

cause i haven’t seen a baby die in front of my eyes…

such a poor thing…

get well soon baby…=(

Categories: E-mo

*and this what’s keepin me busy*

March 9, 2007 · Leave a Comment

i am into fan fiction lately…some fans could really write well and have this ingeneous ideas. it’s really entertaining.

anyways, this week will be the last week that i’ll be oggling my eyes on the computer. next week, review classes starts and i will be truly pre-occupied with nursing matters plus i will still be going on my regular duties in the hospital. i hope i could keep up with the demands of my brain and the demands of my physical being.

Categories: Gabs

=)

March 5, 2007 · Leave a Comment

yesterday, our pc went down because of some stupid virus…(damn those worms). my brother had to reformat the pc…good thing there was partition among the drivers…my files were saved…

Categories: Gabs

*TRY IT!!! IT’S REALLY FUN*

March 1, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Categories: Neither

:x

March 1, 2007 · Leave a Comment

i am turning into a grumpy-complaining customer that i hate. i had a problem with our phone bill and i complained hard because everything is so confusing in their statement of account. but i’m glad that i figured it out. because everything else was miscommunicated. whew! i hate being such a complainer…

GGGGGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Categories: Gabs