A New Beginning
Goodbye sedentary lifestyle.
A grateful heart is a happy heart.
Does it necessarily means true?
It’s such a relief.
Honesty is still the best policy.
by Bethany Joy Lenz (OTH-OST)
It’s October again, the leaves are commin down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all
Let me feel I dont care if I break down
Let me fall even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little die just a little
I’ve become much too good at being invincible
I’m an expert at play it safe and keep it cool
But I swear this isn’t who I’m meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll over me
So let me feel, I don’t care if I break down
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground, and if I
Cry a little, die a little, at least I know I’ve lived
Just a little
I wanna be somebody
I wanna face the things that I’ve been runnin from
So let me feel, I don’t care if I break down
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground, and if I
Cry a little, die a little, at least I know I’ve lived
It’s October again. leaves are commin down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all
I am such a dumb person. I always put myself on the hot seat.
Now I have an impending problem.
Please just shoot me.
Everything seems so wrong. Uncertainty is clearer than what I anticipated.
I need someone to tell me: “you’ll be fine”
I am so confused.
I hate it.
Today, I woke up with such certainty, but an hour later, I’m dazed.
I wasted time, money and effort. I don’t even understand myself anymore.
No one can tell me what is right.
No one can help me understand.
No.
One.
I was not mad, but painfully hurt.
Hurt and disappointed.
I should have known better.
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Here’s to a very, very GOOD YEAR!!!