Twilight

Burn Out…Lets get wasted

After a year of alcohol abstinence, I totally forgo that last night when I chose to drank tequilla and what not. anyway, i haven’t had much fun when I started my training, but the last few nights were just awesome. I used to say in the hospital that I’m dying a social death. Well, I was reborn last wednesday!

Rain

I want to take up yoga. I think I need balance in my life. Yeah I know, I am my disease, I am my cure. So, can yoga make me cure me? I think that’s a rhetorical question.

Metaphor

© dcec 16.08.2008

And now she gives me anguish,

Two times more,

I need morphine,

Heroine,

Or anything I could get my hands on.

Numb the wound,

Numb the pain,

Feel me bleed.

Guilty oblivion.

Cannonball

© dcec 18.08.2008

If only for the feeling of flying,

I would gladly take the fall.

Fall deep,

Into thorns,

Into tears,

Until I bleed.

And would it still be worth it?

Sleep

It’s not denial.

I’m just just selective about the reality I accept.

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Sometimes, when I go to sleep, I want to sleep forever, because I know that when I wake up, everything is still the same, nothing has changed. It’s been going on since day one.

That’s why sleep has become an escape.