SORRY

I’m sorry for all the lies I’ve told.

I’m sorry.

I mean it. I’m sorry.

HAPPY..DAY & BIRTHDAY

Went to SM with Gretch, bought a cool cheek tint. YAY!!!!

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Just got home, after duty went to Torres with Mam Nikki. It’s her birthday!!! Had a pitcher of tequila, went home so tipsy. Thank you!!!

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I inserted a G22 on a patient today. YAY!!!

Today :)

Had a cool Thursday shift. YAY!!! Will go on PM shift starting tomorrow until Sunday (I think) then for the finale noc. Attended a meeting with the supervisor-in-charge, it was a 2nd meeting because I was not able to attend the first one since I had a major pounding headache. Been watching lots of youtube videos and been listening to lots of music too. A while back, after I arrived home, I was starting to harvest my crops in farmtown when I suddenly felt sleepy…I actually fell asleep for a bit. Like a power nap. I feel recharged already!!!!

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I’m feeling a lot hyper these days. Not my normal hyperness but a notch higher.

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I’m not a coffee person but since I started working, I actually started to drink it. I shall drink it in moderation.

My Almost Full Bloom Farm

So addicted to farm town. I will probably buy a new house when I harvest my carrots tomorrow. YAY!!!

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We’re having too much interaction & I’m scared that it will develop into something more. Because I see him as a younger brother with experiences different from mine. Proximity fosters intimacy—that’s why I’m a bit scared. Because I never looked at him in any romantic way. Maybe I should cut down this interaction thing.

My Farm: For Now

Finally, I was able to access my farmtown application later this night. UGH. So, I renovated a bit and planted lots of flowers on the side. Check out the pic below.

Most of the flowers aren’t all grown yet, will post a new pic when everything is in full bloom.

Soon

We junior nurses are confronted with new challenges. One of them is being a charge nurse. I guess it’s safer to be a bedside nurse. Bed side nursing is my safe harbor but now I have to sail my ship for bigger responsibilities. I am very reluctant to do so, but I am well aware that no sooner than I expected, I will have to be a charge nurse.

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Awwww

Patient (359) : Unsang oras imuhang off?

Me: Umm…mamaya po sir, mga 7 am.

Patient (359): Ahhh…ganahan ko sa imuha ba, paspas…

Me:

HAHAHA Thank you for appreciating me.

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I was very excited to go home because I was gonna renovate my farm in farmtown, but darn & tarnation!!! freaking cow!!! I can’t access my facebook. I even drank coffee for my renovation project. FREAK!!! I’ve been restarting and logging off the PC but it just won’t work. ARRGHH!!!! I’m supposed to harvest now. UGH.

Inspired

I changed blog title again. From ” A big, big WORLD ♥ and a small, small me” to “The Reluctant “Swimmer’s” Swimming Lessons.

In retrospect, after the scuba diving experience, I realized how relative all things are in this world and how everything is a lesson waiting to be learned. I’m not a swimmer, I can’t swim deep waters because I fear that the deep unknown will swallow me and I cannot come out alive.  I felt like that during the whole scuba thing. It was so difficult to breath underwater and there’s always that possibility of drowning if you exhaust all your tank’s oxygen supply or at times, you could get lost under the sea and just like that you’ll be gone. The uncertainty was very overwhelming, but I survived it because survival is an instinct, I just kept reminding myself to breathe in and breath out slowly and not to panic.

It took a lot of guts for me to jump in the cold water not knowing what will happen next. It was scary but at the same time exciting and it made me realize a lot of things.

1.) If you have a life vest, you can survive in the deep sea;

2.) If you have friends with you who can swim, it’s better to hold their hands;

3.) Survival 101: breathe in, breathe out;

4.) Do not be afraid of taking risks;

5.) Do not let your fear consume you.

I think that’s pretty much it.

“CARABAO” ANGELS

Went diving with my friends for the first time. I was hecka scared because I’m not a swimmer, hell, I don’t even know how to swim properly. But it was fun…I saw a glimpse of the underwater and now I know, how it feels to be a fish @_____@. Anyway, I struggled breathing with my mouth. It was difficult and I tried not to panic, but I was flailing my hand at my master diver. My friends think I was a clown underwater. My ears hurt from too much pressure, it felt like my head is splitting into two, but I have to survive, so I breathe in, breathe out.

All in all, it was a fine day. Great day.

Pics below, crappy quality though. But pictures nonetheless

Takipsilim

“Dusk, is just an illusion, because the sun is either above the horizon or below it. And that means that day and night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time.”

(Quote origin: Unknown)

What Meets The Eye

We always see what we choose to see,

be tolerant to those we like,

and very critical to those whom we dislike.

Because like in every situation, we choose how to react to things.

I’m practicing my tolerance so that I can be civil to the people who think they know everything, I’m stretching my patience to the people who act like they are the center of the universe, to the people who kill happiness off from others, to the people who want the world to be at their mercy, to the people who can’t handle their emotions properly.